And then you are underwater
The feathery opalescent haze
Coiling bony palms around your ankles
Depths and disaster and kisses you never meant to mean goodbye
I hold your aura in my arms
Clutching and begging you to come home
Phantoms of forever rotting in my chest like
Knotted rope and boiling water
How dare you?
How could you?
Who are you?
Come home.